I wrote my post, deleted, wrote and deleted...so much I want to say based upon the responses I got on my previous posts...but Ill save that for a later date. I just want to be sure I can articulate exactly what it is I am trying to get across.

I find it funny how in this sport some people try to start trouble around every corner. Having separated myself from it a bit, and focusing on other things , its been refreshing. For example, someone imed me the other day trying to get me to say something about anther young up and coming Female bodybuilder by saying shes bigger than me, and so on and so forth. I turned pro because the physique I had was what they wanted. I never ever wanted to be a big person or huge. I wanted to win and give them a look I knew they wanted. Its a game. My endeavor was never to be the biggest I could be but rather the best. Not to digress though...this person kept asking leading questions to get me to say something about this girl, who by the way I don't even know. In this sport you compete against yourself really . To be better than you were the year before. It just blew my mind how ridiculous this person was being. First as I said I don't know this person and I would never say anything bad about them as why would I? If their goal is to be HUGE ...hey thats their decision but why this fan or spectator was trying to lead me into a dicussion to say I was better or she was better or who even knows was ridiculous. And its not the first time. I find people like to start controversy so much in bodybuilding. They like to start trouble. Its so sad and petty... YUCK! Yes I said YUCK!

Sorry for the rant! But goodness gracious :) I have alot going on in the next two weeks. Its going to be CRAZY! We have our fouth of July "In Defense of Freedom: An American Celebration" concert coming up on July 1 and July 2. We are playing some amazing patriotic pieces , some are extremely difficult and yet exiting to play. I liked the challenge. I am just so excited!

I have really also seen God work in mysterious ways lately! Its been amazing and I am just curious to see what is next, not only in my life but I have seen him working in others around me. When you see God answer a prayer you realize how he works in HIS own time. Something I have wanted in my own life for several years, finally has come to pass. Its truly an amazing opportunity and God waited..and when I look how he prepared me for it, amazes me even more as I see what experiences he put in my path to prepare me for this journey. I thought I was ready years ago and wanted it then, but it was almost as if the experiences he put in my path along the way were to "train me" for this !! I will go into more detail in the future as things develop! But I am just so excited for what lies ahead! Just because you dont' get an answer today, remember God doesn't work in our TIME ZONE!!!:)

ME